Some days this numbness just spreads over me. I’ll be fine one minute and then the next I will have no energy or motivation to do anything except lay in the same spot and stare at the wall for hours



Feel so anxious and sick and there’s a giant knot in my chest and stomach and I’m so scared I’ve fucked up and he hates me and I don’t know what to do

I can feel a full blown panic attack coming on which is really bad as I’m going to a concert

Once Again

I’m so broken and I don’t know how much longer I can cope. Being around people is too tiring. I can’t bring myself to shower, so haven’t done since monday night. I don’t ever want to get out of bed. I’ve barely attended uni. I can’t stop thinking about cutting. I don’t want to eat, I have to force myself to. And then force myself to not throw up. I’m so fat I need to lose weight but all I want to eat is junk food and never get out of bed or do anything. My life is spiralling and I really don’t know how to stop it